by Rabbi Baruch Melman
Two hearts for two mountains.
Our Jewish DNA reflects the yearning to simultaneously ascend two figurative mountains: the universal call to serve humanity and the particular call to serve the Jewish people and in so doing preserve our culture, religion and heritage and be alone with our G*d.
"VERACH HALEVAV YELECH VEYASHOV LEVEYTO...(Deut.20:8)
...and let the faint-hearted return home (rather than let his cowardliness demoralize the nation)."
This is the usual meaning of the verse. But really it is saying something else altogether, because RACH actually means "soft." It is saying that a soft heart is the true heart, the heart of the home, the heart we should always bring into the home. And we all have two hearts, in that the word LEVAV, for "hearts" alludes to the plural on account of the doubling of the letter vet. Their doubling is said to allude to the two inclinations- the good inclination (yetzer hatov) and the evil inclination (yetzer hara).
Butwehave two other inclinations that are paired together as well- the Sinai inclination and the Yerushalayim inclination- the universal urge and the nationalistic urge. In truth, we should serve Hashem with both urges.The call of Sinai in the wilderness, that zone of undifferentiated universality, where Israel received its charge to bring the Torah, the light of the world, to the nations of the world competes in our hearts with the yearning to be alone with Hashem on His holy mountain in the city of David.
But really they don't contradict each other at all. Really the two are actually one very deep yearning- that we will one day play host to all the nations of theworld who will come up to Yerushalayim, to G*d's Holy Mountain to testify to G*d's Oneness.
And in the previous verse (Deut. 20:7) it states, "is there any man among you who has betrothed a woman and not married her? Let him go home so that he will not die in war and have another man marry her."
In the deepest sense this is an allusion to the nation of Israel who is betrothed to Hashem. Each and every year Israel renews the marriage vows of Sinai on the Festival of Shavuoth. Therefore Israel is always to seek the peaceful path for Israel is constantly in a state of betrothal, always bringing the softness of the heart to the hearth of the home. We seek peace always, fighting only in self defense when our enemy wants war.
"oomee HAISH ASHER ERAS ISHA....." (see above)
Now this is very deep, so you have to concentrate really hard.
The verse itself alludes to the idea of two mountains. The first four words all contain the same letters-alef and shin, which spell AISH, or fire. And each of the words have additional letters: yud, raish, raish, hey, which when arranged in reverse order spell HARARI, meaning "my two mountains (two because the hey is doubled, like the doubling of the letter vet in levav)."
And ERAS can be rearranged as ROSH, and the letter sin can refer to the word simcha, bringing to mind the verse from psalms - al ROSH SIMCHATI (" I will raise Jerusalem above my chiefest joy").
The two mountains of Judaism are Zion and Sinai. With two hearts, our world/universal heart and our national/Jewish heart we are to serve G*d. In truth they are really the same heart.
Shabbat Shalom. Good Shabbos.
Sefer Chabibi. Copyright 2000-2007 by Rabbi Baruch Binyamin Hakohen Melman
This Torah thought is written in honor of the blessed memory of my beloved father, Israel J. Melman, obm, Yisrael Yehoshua ben Harav Yaakov Hakohen Melman.